updates so far

i hardly have much time to write lately..so let me see whats been happening so far.few weeks a go met a long lost fren,been having the same problem as i used to but he handle it pretty well.gud job bro!..been hanging out with boi a lot since we last saw the sweet girl and regret that we did nothing.shiett!!not much partying coz been busy adjusting time for work and my passion..what haf i learn lately..hmm.i've learn that i am not half as i should or ever been..by saying so,there's a lot in me that i havent show.i havent come out and show my true potential..this is my chance to be successful in term of my job,my social life,my love life,my frenship and everything else.all is well.

tonite i feel a bit bored,but its alrite a guess.im not lonely anymore..so thats gud..haha!erm,words of advice la eh..dont ever jump into relationship when ur not ready.pity ur partner for ur feelings are not certain.i did wrong to some people before,so im saying sorry to them.but u know i will alwiz be there to help kan kan..just call me!maybe some people need strength to move on from the previous relationship and that a partner wud really help by jumping into the spot..for some it will work but for others,it might not.so be sure when ur ready.u know ur ready when u dont have doubt with ur feelings.u'll know for sure u love the person.with out hesitation.

i've learn to be more compose and relax..i've learn what to say at the right time,and what not to say.i've learn that honesty is my best trait.i've learn that i love my frens,each one of them.i've learn to appreciate girls better..for whatever they are..no matter special ones,frens,or even strangers..a fren made me realize that i had the best time of my life by being with sum1,but my best in myself has yet to arrive.its true..there are a lot to achieve.and i thought there was no hope..silly me.i find that there is no wrong in wanting to know about the people that u care for,even though the feeling is not mutual.it doesnt mean ur still hoping,it means u care,thats all.

i feel this year cud only get better..just a gud feeling.i'll work for it..weee!!

.everything.

You gave your love to me
When I didn't have a thing to offer you the dreams
And you believed, and now you think that I'm gon' dip
But I know you aint gon' trip
Don't act like you don't know just what this is

I can tell when we kiss, when we touch, when we making sweet love
You know this thing is forever
You know the drill keep it real
Nothing will ever come between us
And I won't leave you never

I put that on everything I love
I put that on my momma, baby you can trust in us
I put that on everything I own, for all my life I promise
That you will never be alone
I put that on everything I am, you gotta understand
I'll always be your man
I put that on everything I know, I never let you go
'Cause girl I love you so
I put that on:

Everything you need, I'll get it for you
A few heads I'll split 'em for you, you know I die for you
And girl you make me whole, you are my sisters soul
And you can try to act like you don't know
But, I can tell when we kiss, when we touch, when we making sweet love
You know this thing is forever
You know the drill keep it real
Nothing will ever come between us
And I won't leave you never


Everything I need I got right here with you
You know I'm true
Don't worry baby, I will never leave you
I adore you

And I put that on everything

-marquez houston-

dont give up on me..

believe in me as i always believe in u,
stay with me through the rough times,
give me a chance to pursue my dreams,
let me find my own path,my own direction..

i'll leave u guys one day,
to follow my own dreams,
finding reason to make my life complete,
to be better for myself,to be happy for myself..

aren't u happy to see me happy?
or do i haf to keep on sacrifice my own happiness for u?
all i got is me..and ur taking me away from myself?
whatelse haf i got?and for how long am i going to be treated this way?

i respect and love u for everything u've done,
and i know i've been such a disappointment up till today,
but u need to let me follow my own destiny,
even tho we dont share the same idea,but u cud at least respect mine..

one day i'll get out from this space..
one day i'll be happy for myself..
one day i'll make u proud of me..
ome day i'll make u believe in me..

im sticking with my plans,
this is the only thing i believe is rite for me..
and i ask for ur blessing..