now is the time..

the feeling is just rite..i should end this sadness.or maybe it ended without me doing anything about it.it just did.so i feel in awhile,i will take out most of the controversial posts regarding my life so that i can move on peacefully without continuing to hurt people.im happy,im excited,im fully energized,im fine.

jai talked to me about something recently.never really thought about it for awhile but he made me dream about it anyways..bugger!!but its ok i guess.no harm done.im cool with it.its just that the words that came out from my mouth sounded differently from what i tried to say.well,they understood it differently lah..haha.so if there is a chance,maybe someday in the future,i'll do it differently.but if it wont happen,im still going to do it differently.haha!i feel in life we must have a contingency plan so that we are well aware of things that might occur.just to be safe..not hoping,just playing it safe.

some of my frens are getting engaged and married this year.made me feel a bit old la pulak.haha!as for me myself,i dont quite see it coming in the near future.im not sad about it,im actually cool with it.when it comes,it comes.when it goes..it goes.. :)
so back to the topic..i think my emoness have finally come to an end.and at times i do feel that i have been a bit ignorant and too emotional expressing myself.so sorry to the people that matters.now lets rite something fun..."rghetti pulak aku nak tulis pasal bende hepi2 ni kan,try je la!!"