just like the monsoon,it comes again..

i browsed thru the net wondering what else to surf for when i finally remembered that i actually have a blog.forgot about it for while.been busy with stuff.

so what can i update here tonite.hmm.well i had a blast last nite at lepaq cafe.it was an awesome nite.it was an honour and absolutely great pleasure to watch the old timers,the legend of buskers playing in front of me.i really admire their stuff.n with yesterday's performance, i haf found a new interest and that is to own a cajun!..cool instrument wehh..loving it.

well apart from that performance by the legends, we "voce", had a poor nite..hahaha!!abg ekhsan had gone with the wrong feel to the songs.the arrangements were different than what we had practice but luckily we ended the show with a convinving 3 piece harmony on "so much in love"..was ok laaaa!!

hmm.so what else to write here..its that time again i guess..just like the title, yes it has come again.while searching for reference with my buddy paan, he gave me a song to listen to.just like we always do,studying the song.the first note i heard from that song send shivers to my spine..meremang bulu roma aku..haha!..it was a song that someone gave me before.before she left i mean.the arrangements were a bit different.was a bit more mellow.

its hard when it gets to the end of the year.always reminds me of things..hearing the song didnt do any gud either.if there's a word for what im feeling right now, its JK.while driving back after sending my voce buddies home, i put that number on my radio.i didnt know why i did that, but thats what i did.to be frank,i didnt cry..but my eyes were glassy holding those tears from falling.i managed to do so.until a tear drop on my cheek.and another,and another..and another...

its that time of the year where i come to miss the girl..i missed those beautiful smile so bad.and while writing this post, while listening to the number,im so in touch with the past..it was fun while it lasted.her happy ending is just around the conner,but when will mine come?..i cant answer that..i wish i cud love someone as passionate as i loved her.is it true that u will only find this kind of love once?meaning if u had it once then who ever u marry, u will not have the same great feeling for a person like u used to?is love a fairy tale?i dont know.

what more can i say..let me just share with u the lirics..somehow,it has become one of my favorite.

menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

banyak kata
yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
kepada dirimu

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
sepanjang hidupku

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tau
kuslalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu
sepanjang hidupku

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tau
kuslalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu

*eventho we cant share the same smile, im glad that u keep on smiling.