Sunday, January 18, 2009

fantasy living

u wanted something that i can never give u.u knew the consequences but u still want to give it a shot.i am no angel..sorry for not fulfilling ur desire.im not ur knight in shinning armour.no im not.i told u i can never promise u love.not to u.u knew about the girl that had captured my heart, but u still want to be here.im so sorry.it was never meant to be.not me n her,not for u and me.nope..not for all of us.

i realize u like to fantasize and to me some of it sounds too childish.sorry but this is a personal opinion.however,if by doing so makes u feel happy, just do it..keep fantasizing.i hope u will find happiness and success in ur life, i hope that u will find ur true love and finally be cured from ur sickness,n i pray for u to haf a gud life.i dont mean to hurt u,like i didnt mean to hurt those girls that came before u.its just im lost.i dont know what love feels like anymore.i dont know what love is.maybe im living in a fantasy too.with hope that i find the exact type of love like i had before.like when i was only 18.but i dont know.n i dont think i want to know at the moment.

somehow,it still does hurt.the past is not easy to let go even if u want to.but i haf other things to do now.a whole lot of things to do..score well in my exams n get good grades..be successful with my group voce, find a way to make money while studying,be a gud fren to my frens..so that is my focus for the moment..

as for love,ive lost it once,n im prepared to wait a lifetime for it to come again.love can wait.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

thank you,adly. i ta mara u. and i ta sala kan u. i blame myself for falling in love. yea i noe about u and her. as i told u, if only i noe her, i will tell her how lucky she is to have a person like u who loves her so much. :)
i suka fantasy? hm. and i childish? yea. i ta matang kan.

hope our friendship never ends. hope u berjaye juge dalam ape2 yang u buat..

im so sorry kalau selama ni u ta pena happy dengan i. kalau selama ni i buat u annoying. kalau selama ni i buat u terpakse layan i. im sorry. sorry. sorry.

i'll go if u want me to go. and i'll stay as a friend if u want me to stay..

i akan baca ur post ni everytime i rase ta sedar diri. thank you sebab sedarkan i. u take care okay? i sayang relationship ni. i sayang memories tu. thank you doakan yang terbaik buat i. i pun doakan u yang terbaik ok..

thank you,adly.

thank you.. :')

Anonymous said...

mungkin benar kate org bahawa mencintai tak semestinye memiliki...
adly tak kenal saya tp saya kenal adly sejak dulu lg.
sejak kali pertama saya kenal adly telah wujud 1 perasaan yg saya sendiri tidak paham. saya sering teringatkan adly dalam ape jua keadaan (sedih, gembira, kecewa etc).
sampai saat ini saya masih lg mencari jawapan kepada perasaan saya ini. either this is love or just obsess.

namun setelah saya baca adly nye post, saya tau bahawa adly ini adlah bintang di langit yg tak mungkin dapat saya capai.

jadi saya harap kite still lg dapat berkawan. saya doakan adly akan dapat menemui cinta yg dicari.

sekian :)